Sunday, April 16, 2017

Im back...

Fuck... Excuse my Estonian...

So, past 17 days, I have been living in my own beautiful new place.  I am beyond happy with apartment complex I chose to to be my home... It is beautiful, it is clean, It is friendly, it is contemporary, hip.. It is like living in a hotel.. BUT without room service... Everything is in here... Even free morning coffee... I just walk to office, and get my cup of Joe...

  My place is small... just 750 sq/ft. just one bedroom bathroom.. living kitchen area and small balcony... and bonus- washer drier in my room...  I love my place...  ANd I LOVE management over here. :)

It is not mile from beach - as I wanted , but it is 6 miles .. and it is only half a mile where everything is , so most nights I walk to barnes and noble to read a magazine or a book...

Price vise... it is expensive compared to china or estonia...  I pay 1945 dollars per month for just apartment ... then extra is gas, water, electricity, parcel, cable, internet, cell,etc.. so lets add about 600 dollars to that 1945.... and then tax...  for living it is about 2700... and then for food and fun lets add other 2000.. so to survive I have to come up monthly 4700... to round it is about 5000.

It is not easy at this moment in my life...  I have to come up with 3000 each month on my own, and at this moment it is not easy... about twice a week I get to sleep most about 8 hours and once in blue moon I get to sleep 12 hours - IF i fall asleep.. in general... 4-5 hours... and then -- i am awake and stressed...


I mentioned numbers because lot of people do not realize, what it means to live in this area.. and where I live, is not THE most expensive.... MY apartment , then full gym( latest equipment), amazing club house,  junior pool, bbq area, 2 hot tubs, and then another smaller pool, and  lounge area.... all included in this price...  IT IS JUST  ONE BEDROOM APARTMENT.... if you are interested where I live , check out http://www.sheaapartments.com/apartments/vantis/


I am living my dream life on a budget....  Alone...  This year- me and myself and I finally agreed to live fulfilling life on our own.  But there Is major but or MHMHMHHHHHMMMM ...  I am not giving up sex...

MYSELF.. I know -I am better person when I have equally messed up King next to me. I know I have tons to give, and at this time and age I have learned to give it all to me :)

Don't get me wrong.. I have not given up on love...  I am just bored with dating... I am bored Dressing up my 180 pounds  of MEEEEE...and what I see on dates. is.... wow.. you have beautiful eyes... ( I do have them)..  LOVE your manicure and pedicure....   Which pretty much tells me... you just want to have a bitch who can take care of themselves, because you cant afford that....

So my question to men is.. WHAT CAN YOU AFFORD?    When will you stop bitching to your friends  about your your NOT SO BASIC BITCH?

 LET me rephrase that... You see us on our first meeting.. all dressed up, hair done, nails done... Make up done...  New dress...purse, shoes....   etc...  JUST first date for us woman costs about minimum 300bdollars...  MINIMUM.... --- I call it a budget bitch.......  nails- pedi/mani- 90 dollars... and dont even talk about the rest...

I don't go to dates anymore...  I actually stopped few months ago...

I chose food .. and wine...  No more feelings involved...

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