I don't want to fall in love... Not yet.. Not today..
I don't want to loose my mind, not yet.. not today..
I don't want to feel vulnerable -- Not today....
But I am getting there. I am ready to let love in again. I am ready to look someone into their eyes again and love what those other eyes tell me, see what those eyes feed me, love what those eyes stand for... ... And I am getting close to letting love in...
It feels freeing . It feels powerful, it feels exactly how I want it to feel. It feels scary, but there was this saying I read long time ago from somewhere , " If it does not scare you, it does not challenge you.".... Let me tell you something... I am scared, I feel challenged, I feel powerless, I feel intrigued, and I feel at peace and this is exactly where I want to be... I want to be here and present and at peace with me....
Yes, of course I have my questions, but every question ever asked will get an answer, sooner or later. There is not rush anymore in my life. I don't want anymore - "RIGHT NOW".. It makes no longer sense. AT THIS point in my life ........-----I want forever.... and for "FOREVER", I am ready to fight for . I am ready to take a step back and live and learn and observe. Forever promises to be beautiful. Just just like I am, just like he is... just like out lives are... beautiful....
to feel and to be felt, to love and to be loved, to see and to be seen.... cherish these moments,, remember them, and never forget them........ xoxo
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